Down

Strange. One day I'm up, happy and feel like I'm dealing with things. The next I'm down and dwelling on the past. A weird dream last night has brought things back and I miss her terribly. I want to write or call, but I know that won't help. A sense of utter powerlessness has come over me. I've led most of my life feeling in control of things, but now I'm like a sail ship without a decent wind. Drifting along until I hit dry land. Where ever it may be, I just hope it is sunny....